oh yeaaah....

YES, PLEASE!!!

There is something to be said about being kissed hard and deep.  The type of kiss that just takes your breath away, especially if it's unexpected.  Man....those are great kisses!

Please excuse me, I've got Valentine's on my mind...

Love!

Yesterday, after a job interview I had, I walked over to Starbucks to treat myself to a lil breakfast.  As I was enjoying my turkey panini and strawberries & cream frap, I noticed a couple that just pulled up to parking space directly facing me.  They pulled up, but didn't get out, which made me a lil curious so I looked back up.  They were kissing each other.  I know this should have made me look away, but as I watched them tenderly kiss each other, it made me think of my sweetheart.  It made me miss him, and crave his tender kisses.  A couple thoughts came to mind...

*I thought about how much I love this man.  How he's become my best friend, my partner in crime, my truest confidant, the one I show all of my weaknesses to, my sweetheart that I share my dreams and desires with and the only one I want to spend the rest of my life and eternity with.  I'm so lucky to begin and end my day, with him by my side.  

*I thought about how much I love LOVE! I can't wait for Valentine's Day.  A day to show and give LOVE to everyone!  

*I thought about how everyone deserves to be loved.  I'm excited for my dear friend Eidde and the opportunity he has this weekend to marry his dear Joe.  How exciting for them! I look forward to celebrating their love, this Saturday!  

*Then I thought, "Damn, I want some tender lovin' kisses!"  So I swung by Levi's work to drop off a Blueberry scone and squeeze him oh so tight!  That was definitely the highlight of my day! Oh I love that man so much!

If I Only Had Today - Hilary Weeks

Postlude of a kiss.

I feel like I owe someone an apology.  Sometimes, I say whatever is on my mind. I didn't say something harsh or mean, but it was honest.  I should have thought twice about it and I didn't need to say it twice, but I did. I thought it was said jokingly, but when Houston said I then said it twice, it was no longer a joke.
I saw him on Friday. He invited me over so he could make me some fresh juice.  I had a goal of not kissing him.  I didn't want to kiss him because I still have feelings for him and kissing him would make it hard to continue trying to get over him.  I walked in, he greeted me with an enthusiastically, and then planted one on me.  There went that goal. 
We kissed a few more times and then, after telling him my "goal", he didn't want to kiss me anymore, while I was there.  Things have been awfully quiet between us now.  It's a lil uncommon. 
Truth is... I love kissing him.  I love being taken in his arms, embraced oh so tightly and kissed just the way he knows how to kiss me.  If he were home right now, I'd want to drop everything I'm doing, go over there and kiss him. I'd want to kiss him until my lips turned raw and I no longer knew where my breath ended and his begun.

10 Day YOU Challenge: Ten

one. I wish someone would throw me a surprise birthday party.
two. I've been missing my hair a lot more lately, but I also wanna shave it! Ugh, stupid "in between" stage.  
three. I wish I was married with kids already. And I envy my friends who are.
four. I really REALLY want a tattoo. 
five. I LOATHE my Family Proclamation class from BYUI Pathway.
six. I can't help but drive 80 mph on the freeway. 
seven. My first kiss didn't happen until I was 25.
eight. I'm so head over heals for Mr. Red...but I know it's pointless. He's my Mr. Perfect. Oh well...
nine. I wish I was more tender and feminine.
ten. I'm very sensitive and use sarcasm as a defense mechanism, sometimes.