This is my day...

Today, I'm washing my hands.  I'm finished. I'm done being hurt, lied to and feeling sad.  I will not allow anyone to hurt me, anymore. I thought I could trust a dear, close friend whom I thought I had the deepest of feelings for.  Sadly, I was wrong.  Very wrong.

So to this friend, JBE, have a nice life.  Do NOT call me or contact me in anyway.  You say you love me, but you don't...let's just be honest here.  I've come to realize that you ALWAYS need attention from women.  It's as though you're a womanizer.   I do not trust you anymore.  I'm done thinking I was your "one and only".  I know you were for me, but it doesn't matter.

Today I'm washing my hands, once and for all....

DISHONESTY.

Can I just say that I hate nothing more than to be lied to...

I HATE/LOATHE/DESPISE DISHONESTY.

Today, I was lied to--twice. I just want to cry. My feelings are so hurt! I hate not being able to trust someone...I guess, two someones. It's bad enough that I have a hard time trusting people. But for two people, who I trusted lie to me, straight to my face....what the hell is that about? Is it my fault for trusting them? Why do people feel the need to be dishonest? How can they face themselves? I would much rather get hurt with the truth than with a lie. I know I have to forgive sometime, but I will not forget.