I have a difficulty with trust. I don't usually like going out on a ledge and putting my trust in people. I always have a fear that I'll be hurt in the end, which usually ends up happening anways. I hate that. I know it's not good to 'hate', but I do truly hate getting hurt. I don't like sharing my innermost feelings a lot. And since I don't--I'm often perceived as being 'secretive'. I've trusted several people that were close to me but in the end I was burned. Sometimes I wonder if I should even trust people anymore. I'm glad for the small few that I've been truly able to open up to and trust wholeheartedly. 
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Trust
I have a difficulty with trust. I don't usually like going out on a ledge and putting my trust in people. I always have a fear that I'll be hurt in the end, which usually ends up happening anways. I hate that. I know it's not good to 'hate', but I do truly hate getting hurt. I don't like sharing my innermost feelings a lot. And since I don't--I'm often perceived as being 'secretive'. I've trusted several people that were close to me but in the end I was burned. Sometimes I wonder if I should even trust people anymore. I'm glad for the small few that I've been truly able to open up to and trust wholeheartedly. 
