There's someone new.
For some crazy reason, he trusts me and likes me.
I'm scared, but at the same time, I'm not. Crazy, I know. I can feel a slight apprehension at times. Am I overthinking? I'm pretty infamous for that. Yeah, I'm overthinking. I need to just step back, enjoy it.
I definitely want to get to know SJ. He fascinates me and I love his love for his family. He describes it with such love and admiration. I thoroughly enjoy his reciprocation and connection.
Breathe, Ehu, just breathe.... and enjoy the ride.
