*I shouldn't be bummed, but I am. I miss Houston, terribly. I miss his morning texts that I received EVERY morning. Long story short, he reiterated the fact that he only wants to be friends, right now. At least I tried, I put myself out there and could only hope that he would share the same feelings. Oh well, I tried and I'm happy I did.
*I couldn't be more grateful for my dear friend Izzy. God sent me an angel to console my aching heart, in the very moment I needed one. I don't like to let many people see me cry. To me, that's always been a sign of weakness. She let me cry without making me feel stupid or weak. She didn't judge anything that came out of my mouth. She was the best friend that I needed in my time of sadness.
*From a Facebook post left on Ash's page: Remember how we talk about not throwing stuff out in the universe, unless you want it? Last night, I was thinking of an ex that I tried contacting months ago, but found out he had a new number. I was wishing I could talk with him because we haven't talked in a couple years. This morning I woke up to a text from him!!!! Out of the blue!!! Crazy, right?!?! He said that he was just thinking about me and wondered how I was doing. Ok, now I need to start thinknig of winning the Mega lotto tonight.... {And no, I wasn't lookin' for a "rebound", Riddler lives in Utah, no possibility there}
*My niece Novee's birthday was on Tuesday. She's 11 now! I can't believe it!! Time flies by so quickly! I'll have to do a birthday post for her!
*Went to the beach yesterday, man it was bitterly cold!!! The sun was out yet it was so windy! I got some sun on my pale legs and arms (as you can see above). I tried biking the Strand on Tuesday, but geez Louise, it was SOOOO windy! Biking into the wind was HARD!!! As I biked from the Strand to the beach in Imperial Beach, I think I saw Houston driving away from his place. I didn't want to look at him, I would have turned to mush. ANYWAYS, have I mentioned how much I LOVE living in San Diego?!?! I need to find a place on the beach! I just can't get enough of it!!
*I'm kinda stoked for the weekend and the upcoming week! I'll be going with a friend out to her family's place in Palm Springs to celebrate Passover. I'm excited for the change of scenery, as well as the opportunity to experience Passover again.
*Tomorrow's the Farmers Market in Imperial Beach. I was/am really looking forward to going to it tomorrow. Part of me hopes to run into Houston, but I think my poor heart wouldn't be able to handle it. Imperial Beach, I've fallen in love with you.....but sometimes, it hurts to see you.
