I know I'm a "big girl", but man, I hope I don't identify with those "big girl" stereotypes. I just looked at the other 3 women and they were just BITTER & CYNICAL. As pretty as they were, their attitudes were very unattractive! They were venting on how they've never been in a relationship and for one, she's never even been on a date. I was in shock and then worry started to set in...
"Am I gonna end up bitter like these chicks who've been in this singles ward for years??"
Seriously, I felt like a deer in headlights. I don't want to be a Negative Nancy or Debbie Downer in a few years because I'm not dating. Geez, friggin' scary. I wish I could have slapped it out of them because it was exhausting to listen to. At one point, one of the guys who sat down with us, stood up, shook his head and walked away. I'm glad I have a couple (and when I say couple, I really do mean two) friends that I can talk to, in the ward. I wanna try to like these women, but I can't stand their negativity. I don't want to be around it when I'm at church function because I'm there to be happy and have a great time. Besides, I don't want others thinking that I too am bitter because of someone else's venting session. GRRRRRR.....women.